I...sigh...out of a sudden, just fell down flat and scraped my left elbow, right hands, bruised both knees. It happened yesterday. I was skating with my friend, no obstacles, nobody bumped into me, i just fell. My handphone in my pocket got scraped and my shorts is slightly torned. Didn't know i fell with such impact. Too fat haha!
I thought is it some bad omen or something, why just fell out of a sudden. Well, maybe i'm just tired and not paying attention.
I went home, act as if no big deal haha. I don't think it is anyway cos fell before. But somehow it's kinda painful. Especially the elbow kept flowing out some liquid. After i bathed, took out my personal first aid, cleaned it and apply iodine. Then cover with gauze and cotton. Bad move. Shouldn't covered it. I felt so tired suddenly and went to bed right after dinner.
Today after work, i realise the cotton is wet. The liquid flowing out soaked it. I know i did the wrong thing to cover. Quickly took out once i got home. It's so painful that i don't even dare to bathed my left arm! My mum scolded me for not listening to her and worried so brought me to a clinic though it's already quite late. I stubborn always, trying to be doctor to myself.
The doctor? ha. 5 minutes inside and i kiss goodbye to doc. A cleaning solution and a cream called gentamicin sulphate. Not that i doubt doctors nowadays, but read more and more cases of wrong prescriptions. So i just read up. The cream is a strong anticeptic agent. Fine.
But morale of the story, it's good to have people who cares, my family. They are super duper naggy but I'm the luckiest i felt in moments of troubles. They'll always be there. Scolding, nagging. A child forever in their heart.
A sudden thought came to me, when i grow old in future, i hope there will be someone who can take care of me, just like my mom, no matter what, through thick and thin, no matter how i become, be there for me. No matter how best i can take care of myself, there will be times i need 'you' to take care of me when i'm in the deepest sorrows and deepest 'shit'. LIkewise, i'll be the best care-taker to you than any others...
If i find you, u'll be my husband, friend, care-taker, good father to my children, kindness to others in need...let me find u one day...